петък, октомври 30, 2009

In love with a song

Greetings...late ones!
I recently found that I'm in love with one particular song which is going to describe my state fully. It is Heaven Hung in Black from W.A.S.P. and I am totally fully madly into the lyrics and the sweet deep voice of  Blackie Lawless. The good part is that I already have a ticket for their new show here in Bulgaria on 17 of November 2009.
This is part of the text:

I can't take anymore
Our walls are black and bleed
I can't take anymore
No rooms here for your screams

Don't you hear me
Don't you hear me
Don't you fear me
Of never coming back
Oh, no more tears please
Hanging heaven black

No don't you leave me to die
Don't you leave me to die
Don't you leave me to die
No don't you leave me to die

And you'll know what it's like
The wailing wall of sighs
Hanging heaven black
And you'll know what it's like
When paradise is blind
When heaven's hung in black

Time? How can you say
That I've no time
Am I blind? Now you say that
Heaven's blind, yeah
Across the bridge of sighs, blind, time, time

And this is the video on youtube. It is made from some cinematic part from Lineage 2, but the song quality is perfect. Listen to it...

четвъртък, октомври 29, 2009

Me, myself and I

My first attempt to organize my inner thoughts about myself and my family.

It turns out that it is not easy. Can't think a bit over my personality. So here it goes:

  1. I am a Libra. Doubting is my second nature.
  2. I am lazy, too. So lazy that I often don't finish my projects on time. Not a deadline person, either. Best described in Deep Purpre -Lazy.

  3. I love to read science-fiction and fantasy. But my favorite book so far is from Kurt Vonnegut - Focus Pocus . God I love him! He was a pure genius.There is one famous quote from this book:

    "...while there is a lower class, I am in it, and while there is a criminal element I am of it, and while there is a soul in prison, I am not free."

  4. Other than  this book I propose to everyone to read  "Cat's Cradle" and "God bless You, Mr. Rosewater" because they definitely had influence over me and my persona.
  5. I love good food. Which leads to some problems with my figure, but hey! I don't care anymore.
  6. I prefer the mountain before the sea coast. Don't know why is like that but when I go into the deep forests in the mountains I feel really good.  No people, no noise, no nothing. On other side the seawater is something that I enjoy greatly.
  7. If I had to choose what to correct in my past it would be to visit my grandparents more often because the days are counted for everyone and later is many times "never".
  8. I smile without a reason to do so.
  9. Not very social person I think. Preferring the loneliness has its advantages.
  10. I adore my brother! I am the luckiest sister to have him near me and I would do anything to save him from being hurt.
  11. My mom is so gorgeous! She is one pretty active person with never ending stories and sweet smile for everyone. She also has a temper and is my "reality check" if I start to daydream too much.
  12. I love my camera and taking photos is my way of relaxing.
  13. Also I draw constantly with no great results.
  14. I suffer from graph-mania. I scribble on every bits of paper near me.
  15. I am a dog person.
  16. Allergic to dust and ... strawberries! This one is "killing" me every spring.
  17. My favorite color is purple. (what a surprise!)
  18. I love when it rains in the summer.
  19. The best years of my life are 3 to 5.Sadly there is no rewind.
  20. I listen to music mainly when I use the public transport. I do it for protecting my own thoughts and to ignore the misery witch is all around me.
  21. I love to travel and I wish to travel around the world one day .

There are many more points that elude my mind right now...so this is it. Me, myself and I.

вторник, октомври 27, 2009


This is made about me and my goals and wishes.

This is gonna be my on-line organization board. My inspiration from myself. A searching place in the chaos of my thoughts and wants, and needs.

A place to promise myself some things...to leave them, to fulfill them, to remember them...